Hello there my DARLING Pouters!!
♥Your favourite party girl has returned♥
To those who don’t know or remember me (doubtful hehe), I was the one who brought you the weekend crushes and spoke general twang about general stuffz.
Well, I had to take a break for a while.
You see, I went through a breakup with my ex that almost completely destroyed me mentally, physically and emotionally. I was broken like I hadn’t been broken before. If you’ve ever loved somebody with everything inside you, only to have the relationship fall to shit, you would know what I mean.
We were together for 3 years and of late we were fighting like dog and cat about the simplest of things. We decided it was unhealthy and decided it would be best for us to part our ways. Unfortunately for me, this meant moving out of my lovely home I had shared with him for a mere 4 months that I dedicated my heart and soul into making beautiful, leaving behind the dog I love (Zero) who lives with my ex’s mother and moving in with my sister and her family.
It has been a tough couple of months, but despite the endless nights of crying and going out partying to forget the hurt, I have slowly gotten my life and my sane mind back.
From all this crap, I’ve learnt the valuable lesson of knowing to NEVER, EVER DEPEND ON A MAN, even when he promises you the world. I’ve also learnt who my real friends are and was surprised at who was there for me through it all and who just didn’t care. It’s amazing what you learn when you’re at your lowest.
Sooooo anyway this is the new and improved Marinda Liza♥
I’ve started writing again, studying my ass off and still, I’m partying like it’s my last day on earth. What is the point of wasting the precious minutes we have here on earth?
LOVE YOU POUTLINGS FOREVER!!!